I dont know what should I do , I mean I really don't know . I try to walk out from his life but something keep pulling me back . Pathetic .
I keep crying and shouting , as usual , Adam and Wani would come and comfort me , but lastly mcm selalu , dia selalu buat aku sedih sangat2 , rasa mcm sampah gila , mistress , I'm such a mess when it comes to love , I can't control myself ;(
Aku tak tau aku nak merayu macam mana lagi kat dia .
Please my mister , don't torture my soul . Im begging you... I've hurt a lot ,