When I'm counting the days left for me to get ready to KPTM , I realised , I don't have much time . But still , Im wasting my time fooling around and thinking about everything that never undone . Tomorrow , Im goin to do medical check-up , -.-
I know Im healthy enough to put my lenses and makeup and stand on my 6 inch heels, with a big bag on my left hand and my phone another hand , still with smile and bubbly and facing pointless drama in my life but yeah ! Even I said it million times , mama still want me to do medical check-up , you know what , I hate to go to the hospital , thats the truth , I think it just like a waste of time ! But sapa nak dengar aku punya opinion ? Ohgosh, this world so cruel . While I haven't told him that I will continue my studies in KPTM , *thats another story , I shouldn't write here -..-
Actually, aku takut . Yea , aku takut . Call me kampung , kolot , traditional , hulk , shrek or any green things , kah3 , I would say Im so afraid to step into KL ! Without mum , bestfriends and many negative temptations ( while I said that ) -.- I don't know how I will react to those things , entah apa jadi aku kat sana . And mama and abah put high hopes on my shoulder and aku macam nak nangis pulak tengok depa sgt berharap aku tak main2 , and buat yang terbaik . :(
I love them so much , I mean too too much and I love my hometown , they're the best , and I love everyone here , entah lah , malas cakap byk weh , mula2 tak suka la , ntah2 esok nnti aku la yang paling jimba kat sana sampai tak reti nak balik Kedah dh , wow , mintak simpang k . I know where I came from and I know when I should back to earliest point .
Im gonna miss my family , my Adam and Wani , the places that I used to hang out and the faces that I used to see through my days ..
Okeh , sudahlah setakat ini aku mengarut , aku update lagi 3 bulan , kah3! bajet , tgk2 esok ada lagi update aku , hik2 , k bye uolls , masa utk lelapkan mata yang hitam mcm panda lapaq buluh , kbye ,
